Saturday, February 24, 2007

Fear of Failure

To what extent do we unnecessarily paralyze ourselves? It is positively ridiculous that I would rather do nothing at all than do something only to find out I was at or below average.

Fuck public education for leading me to believe I had to have straight "A"s just because I could.

Fuck my peers for making me feel that I had to overdo every assignment just because I didn't want to be like them.

Fuck my parents for letting me think that I could never be good enough to make them proud just because they were preoccupied with the kid who was failing every other class.

And shame on me for never changing when I damn well know better.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

The Things We Fail to Mention

"See you later."

No. You won't.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Historical Committee

I think I'm going to take up scrapbooking. But I'm going to do it the right way.

Next a four-page spread detailing the family vacation to Hawaii, I'm going to have a half-page spread on the first time Mommy threatened to divorce Daddy, followed by a half-page spread on Daddy's first AA meeting. Next page: Bobby starts Little League. Turn the page: Susie goes to rehab.

What's the point in sugarcoating the past?